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Muted Moments · Book one

When the sky
feels heavy

A heartfelt children's book that honours the strength and love of Mums. For little hands to hold, and for mothers to feel seen.

Written by Luciana Valbuena · Illustrated by Catalina Bobadilla

Cover of When the Sky Feels Heavy — an illustrated girl holding her heart beneath a soft pink sky

From psychologists to teachers, and most importantly, Mums — everyone loves this book.

  • Psychologists
  • Midwives
  • Teachers
  • Poets
  • and most importantly — Mums
A child's hands turning the pages of the book

A story for the days that feel heavy

Some days the sky sits low. This is a gentle story about those days — written for children, but holding a quiet message for the grown-up reading it aloud.

It opens a conversation that is often difficult to begin: that mothers can feel sad, that the feeling passes, and that asking for help is a kind of strength.

Endorsed by psychologists, poets and midwives, it is the first book in a series dedicated to the unspoken truths of early parenthood.

More about the book

The journey

From a hard day to a book in your hands

Luciana sitting beside copies of the book

It began as a letter

When the Sky Feels Heavy started as a letter Luciana wrote to herself on a difficult day, in the thick of her own postpartum depression.

An inside spread from the book

It became a book

Illustrated by Catalina Bobadilla, it grew into a picture book for little hands to hold — and for mothers to feel seen in.

Luciana at a book event beside a promotional banner

Now it travels

Into homes, libraries, clinics and waiting rooms across Aotearoa — wherever a mother might need to hear that she is not alone.

If today feels heavy, start here

We keep a page of support services for mothers in Aotearoa and around the world — helplines, peer groups and specialists who understand postnatal depression and anxiety. No sign-up, no cost, no judgement.

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